100+ Things that make me Happy

100 Things That Make Me Happy

1. Lil Mama's Lip Gloss
2. my back yard after it has snowed
3. cookie pie
4. mashed potatoes and beef wellington
5. playing solitaire and listening to music
6. sleeping late
7. a good, cold glass of milk
8. laughing until i can't breathe
9. the face i make when i look in the mirror when im alone
10. a good sweatshirt
11. an interesting, intricate harmony
12. being a chauffeur to my carless friends
13. colorful drinks
14. singing the wrong notes on purpose when no one is around
15. the finale of pippin
16. hating stage and booze moms
17. jungle drums
18. Boston
19. watching my brother play video games
20. playing LOTR: Third Age with Cory
21. indian food
22. doing absolutely nothing con shrexa
23. lounging with sara
24. deep conversations with steph
25. knowing i wont let misfortune keep me down
26. knowing i beat a lambo in a road race with my V4 jetta
27. Chris Gullotta, Jen Messina, Crystal Morawitz
28. Palazzo's high fives
29. when Mariel runs
30. Bailey, in general
31. discussing literature with ry
32. big round comfy chairs
33. practical jokes
34. scary movies even though i have nightmares
35. peeling things
36. driving at high speeds and sometimes like a maniac
37. wearing a suit
38. wearing pajamas
39. a book i cant put down
40. knowing i made my life good after lots of loss
41. Barbara
42. 30 Rock
43. Cascada's Everytime We Touch
44. Love/Hate Relationships
45. Pretending I know how to tap dance
46. Su Kim, nuff said
47. YSB
48. Traveling
49. all-inclusive resorts
50. scuba diving
51. surprise parties
52. being someones backup
53. Twister the movie
54. being awesome at Taboo
55. D&D with Dani
56. Ireland
57. being able to finally win arguements with the parents
58. debating about relgion
59. reading about royalty
60. helping people with their problems
61. being that shoulder to lean on
62. Quonnie
63. living in the city and out in the boonies
64. going to BU
65. my floors: 3 East and Sleeper Six
66. going to live sports games
67. seeing those who cheat get their comeuppance
68. finishing a crossword puzzle without help
69. my Music Man Quartet
70. new technology
71. skiing
72. hanging out with friends
73. attempting to be witty and then accomplishing it
74. lots of pillows
75. out-of-the-ordinary moments
76. thinking about my childhood with my brother
77. laughing at Cory
78. burning things
79. procrastinaton
80. when the leaves turn colors
81. my dogs
82. being on stage
83. spending all my money on other people
84. Bay State Road
85. Nashoba Run
86. photoshopping
87. listening to intense music as i walk down comm ave and pretend im a spy
88. rollercoasters
89. my tattoo
90. choir music
91. a capella groups
92. remembering weird dreams
93. London
94. being a tool just to be said tool
95. my mac
96. Jubs
97. my family
98. finishing friends sentences
99. stage troupe in its entirety (people, parties, 1193 most specifically, atmosphere, the work we do)
100. my life as it is, thought ive been through some hard times, i wouldnt be who i am today without the good and the bad
101. Shampoo with Josh, erica, petah

Anything Goes

Anything Goes is my life right now and I love it


and all the people in it!!!!


and italian food

Please dont tell me

K so i love Anything Goes


but


yes there is a but. a big ugly but for me. its just one of my pet peeves.


DONT TELL ME WHAT MY ROLE IS!!!! please i beg u. no one. I know im not on stage for somethings but i can still sing offstage cuz frankly sometimes an extra voice could help.

i almost went back on my motto of "take any part u can get" because i didnt know if it would be worth it but I loved these people too much to not. but i dont need u telling me what part to sing because it doesnt match up with my dance. i dont need to be patronized. im not fucking retarded. sometimes people make me wanna be hypocrites and just not do a show...

but yes another but


seeing kristin and jordan being cute in de-lovely and rachel's 'Hallelujah' makes it all worth while....sigh....


much love anything goes

Hmmmm....

as i sit in Anything Goes rehearsal i realize that i should doing my work/rehearsing the dances i need to know better but... here i am popping the clutch... oh well...HOW LIKE LIFE


um today was an okay day...considering i got only 4 hours of sleep last night. i slacked off this weekend on work and just decided to bite the bullet and pull an almost-all-nighter. i got shit done. but am very tired


deck CHAIR!!!!

home

i need to tlk to someone from home

Weird Day

So today was kind of a weird day.


HIFBISS was amazing and I had so much fun but waking up at 10 30 for a 5 hour rehearsal... my life is so hard (lol nat)


but i was sitting in rehearsal, trying to get work done, and i was listening to the reason by hoobastank and just looked around the room at everybody and couldnt help but smiling

im just so thankful for troupe because I was walking back from rehearsal yesterday before combat and was thinking, "Man, i have no time EVER b/c of troupe." But then i realized that i wouldnt know what I would be doing with my time at BU...so im grateful and so very appreciative of everthing it has done for me


and i woke up today with a very minor headache and the sun was shining and it was beautiful but then it got very cloudy and now kinda rainy and I dont really think I have SAD but i got very depressed when it started to get gray outside...hmmm....

late at night

so i was eating cheese and crackers with natalie today and i realized how much i miss my grandparents.


see my dad's mother and father (Grandy and Pa) always used to make cheese and crackers for me and my brother whenever we went over there and it just reminded me of them and of my mom's mother (Grammy) and how much i truly miss them. I remember them so clearly i just dont want it to fade and there is so much in my life that i wish i could share with them. Like with Grandy and Pa seeing my graduating and seeing the Red Sox win the world series with Grammy

I love and miss Grandy, Pa, and Grammy <3



and im really trashed right now but this is how i feel


oh and i almost told what i didnt want to tell anyone tonight...pheww... dodged that bullet


cant wait for HIFBISS

Quoteage

"I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend. But I always thought I'd see you again.."-James Taylor

Elvis is dead
Sinatra is dead
and ME
I feel also not so good- Engrish.com

the k***y smelling, big-nosed, money hungry shoes -Drew Blau

LifePants! -Kate C.

I wanna be old at the beach. -Mom

Wow! Am I in the right lane? That semi seems to think otherwise..." -me

These safety belts are so fucking safe! -Grace

God! I hate it when I like, die in freak accidents and ruin EVERYTHING! -Annie

I am the ultimate Beatles fan.*
(*not really, I just really like them*) -Bails

GOD! I have cake in my eyebrows!!! -Sarah

"We are the music makers, and we are the dreamers of dreams" -Willy Wonka

"It's not porn on ice without Kathleen...I mean ice..." -Kathleen

"There's no place like home." -YSB/Wizard of Oz

"Music expresses that which cannot be said and on which it is impossible to be silent." -Victor Hugo

"Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art... It has no survival value; rather it is one of those things that give value to survival." -C. S. Lewis

Oh, my dear little librarian. You pile up enough tomorrows, and you'll find you are left with nothing but a lot of empty yesterdays. I don't know about you, but I'd like to make today worth remembering. -Harold Hill

more to come

what i meant to write last night

so im sitting here in rhetoric (very boring) and i forgot to say a couple things in my last post but the sleeping pills (i thought) were kicking in but i ended up not falling asleep until like 3 hours later


whenever i listen to the song "Danny Boy," i feel like i really know what I want out of life. it actually seems tangible but i cant exactly see what it is


i knew i had to adjust to certain things about college life, like noise levels while i sleep and i have been very acomodating, but it is starting to irk me...i have to get over it though if i am to continue college life


i really wish there was some kind of thing i could do to make me a heavier sleeper (i.e. fall asleep faster for longer)


most people say that in college, u can reinvent yourself and be a totally different person and that most people do become different than what they were at home. i dont feel like ive changed that much at all. i guess ive become more positive but other than that...i dont know

the reason i named my blog "pop the clutch"

well JRR tolkien said that if u strip away all its meaning and leave everything but the sound, the phrase "cellar door" is the most beautiful word in the english language.


i whole heartedly disagree and nominate "pop the clutch"

love the abrasive p's and tch


and thats trying to justify why


lots of justification in life goes unnoticed. people just let shit happen. for no reason.


oh well


"HOW LIKE LIFE!!!"""

First Entry

well i was bored at 2:53 am on Feb. 15 so i made this

plus i took some Unisoms and i figure...why the HELL not!



today vas a goot daaye. thursdays are normally the worst schedule-wise but....i didnt have to take a test and therefore got to sleep in an extra hour...so good times.

then i went skiing for my second PDP class at Nashoba Valley MA/NH (i have no clue whether its in on or the other) and it was very....well first let me explain that I thought it would be relaxing and good for just thinking and reflecting...but as i went down the slopes, i just sometimes feel like im not even thinking. just carving side to side with the wind in my eyes. probably edging some ice and falling like an but, sara says "if u dont fall down, ur not skiing hard enough." truth.

so.

i wanted it to be a time of quiet reflection but I dont even really remember going down physically...just going...if that makes any sense.


kinda of in need of a little voice or 2 from g-burbs cuz im having a lot of withdrawals from a certain PAST (so in the past) part of my life and i feel like im the one who was ultimately hurt (ultimately i was) but i still miss it...dearly...having someone so close they know what you are thinking...but thats all gone now and ill never have someone like that again. so i basically fucked it up good. but im getting over it. slowly. thats why i need a little push from someone familiar

so this weekend should be really crazy. first steph's drag show at BOCO [i dont know where to go] and then its josh's 20th birthday shit show which...will...be... a... shitshow. but a fun one nonetheless cuz its basically with my favorite people EVER at my beloved BU. lots drinking and maybe some shampooing (only peter and erica will understand this).


im a little confused on one detail in my life im just not ready to share yet but i felt like i needed to share that im confused


oh yea and had a full-blown conversation on the phone with my family while skiing and fell cuz mom was yelling at me to pay attention...go figure...damn she's always right.


mexico in 24 day and i still have remnants of the flu/bronchitis/pneumonia floating around in my lungs but hopefully it will be gone as i finish my antibios



this blog will be good for me ive been meanging to start one ever since i found out i was going to new zealand and thought i would start one then but i like this so.... ...hmmm... lost my train of thought... oh well thats what these are for


oh and i give credit to shreya because i was bored on facebook and saw that she had added a website and the rest is history


im so dumb sometimes

i apologize for anyone who feels like they've wasted time but time not enjoyed is time wasted and i enjoyed it so therefore it was not a waste of time (for me at least)

shut

the

fuck

up

TYLER!!!!