First Entry

well i was bored at 2:53 am on Feb. 15 so i made this

plus i took some Unisoms and i figure...why the HELL not!



today vas a goot daaye. thursdays are normally the worst schedule-wise but....i didnt have to take a test and therefore got to sleep in an extra hour...so good times.

then i went skiing for my second PDP class at Nashoba Valley MA/NH (i have no clue whether its in on or the other) and it was very....well first let me explain that I thought it would be relaxing and good for just thinking and reflecting...but as i went down the slopes, i just sometimes feel like im not even thinking. just carving side to side with the wind in my eyes. probably edging some ice and falling like an but, sara says "if u dont fall down, ur not skiing hard enough." truth.

so.

i wanted it to be a time of quiet reflection but I dont even really remember going down physically...just going...if that makes any sense.


kinda of in need of a little voice or 2 from g-burbs cuz im having a lot of withdrawals from a certain PAST (so in the past) part of my life and i feel like im the one who was ultimately hurt (ultimately i was) but i still miss it...dearly...having someone so close they know what you are thinking...but thats all gone now and ill never have someone like that again. so i basically fucked it up good. but im getting over it. slowly. thats why i need a little push from someone familiar

so this weekend should be really crazy. first steph's drag show at BOCO [i dont know where to go] and then its josh's 20th birthday shit show which...will...be... a... shitshow. but a fun one nonetheless cuz its basically with my favorite people EVER at my beloved BU. lots drinking and maybe some shampooing (only peter and erica will understand this).


im a little confused on one detail in my life im just not ready to share yet but i felt like i needed to share that im confused


oh yea and had a full-blown conversation on the phone with my family while skiing and fell cuz mom was yelling at me to pay attention...go figure...damn she's always right.


mexico in 24 day and i still have remnants of the flu/bronchitis/pneumonia floating around in my lungs but hopefully it will be gone as i finish my antibios



this blog will be good for me ive been meanging to start one ever since i found out i was going to new zealand and thought i would start one then but i like this so.... ...hmmm... lost my train of thought... oh well thats what these are for


oh and i give credit to shreya because i was bored on facebook and saw that she had added a website and the rest is history


im so dumb sometimes

i apologize for anyone who feels like they've wasted time but time not enjoyed is time wasted and i enjoyed it so therefore it was not a waste of time (for me at least)

shut

the

fuck

up

TYLER!!!!